while rummaging through my stuff (did a little spring cleaning) i stumbled onto a name i have desperately left behind & tried so much to forget.
just the name would be ok, but there was his number as well!
it's been more than a year & i was so intrigued to know how he's been doing.
ego aside, i sent him a message (but i didnt tell him it was me though) & he replied and as the messages were exchanged, somehow i felt liberated.
FREE.
coz now i know he's doing great & i realised that i don't have the same feelings for him like before.
there wasn't the excitement of anticipating for his replies.
i finally had CLOSURE.
time had definitely healed me.
although i won't deny i still think of him at times but i m just going to concentrate on what i have now coz it is soo much better.
way better.
someone who appreciates me & makes me feel like i'm the most beautiful person in the world.
and i miss that someone today.
MISERABLY :(
Saturday, December 6, 2008
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4 hands in the air:
if im at ur place pun mek msg juak nya ko..ehhe..
lega la nak o.xhal.u have dat particular someone who really appreciates u n he's a lot better. :)
yalah,rugi x za.at least kmk tauk nya gne & i've told him what i've intended to say.ng ada hikmah ku ngemas bilit ritok tek.hehe..
yup,that particular someone is really something..:)
i feel proud of you..a good one
im proud of myself too.cant believe im actually strong enuf to finally get over him.now i can move on without thinking all the what ifs and if onlys.
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