i dont feel so good.. :(

i m feeling so not pretty at the moment.
more like disgusted with myself.
i dont usually feel this way but if u're in my shoes, u'd understand.
as of writing, while one hand slowly typing away, the other is scratching parts of my body incessantly.
why?
because of this thing called HIVES.
it's also known as nettle rash, wheal & urticaria.
local folks will refer it to as 'kenak kemeh pontianak.'
it's a skin rash notable for being red, raised, swollen and itchy.
i mean VEEEEERY itchy!
just imagine having it spread all over your body, u cant even make urself look into the mirror. let alone others.
for visual, click here
kinda glad im not married coz wouldnt want poor hubby to be traumatized by this ugly side of mine.
:(