Mixed feelings

I'll be leaving on a jet plane (boeing 747 actually) tomorrow to a location yet to be disclosed.
I'm excited cos it's been more than a year since I had a long time off from work.
But I am also sad coz at the moment I am missing someone so much.
It became so bad to the point that I dreamt he flew half way across the globe to surprise me at the location I'll be at.
(T_T)
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Dream come true? Not!

I always heard about people saying that usually the dreams we had would actually be the reversed in reality or nothing to do at all with real life.
A few days ago, I dreamt that my car came to a halt in the middle of the road.
And today, I couldn't start my car.
I think there's a problem with the battery & the spark plug coz those two indicator lights remained everytime I turned on the ignition.
I called my sis to tell her and she immediately reminded me of the dream I had.
Thank God I wasn't in the middle of the road, or stopping at a traffic light or at the parking vicinity of a shopping complex particularly The Spring.
*pheww*

updated:
actually, the problem wasn't the car's battery. it was me! i put the car on Reverse (R) instead of Parking (P) when i parked it this morning, that's why it didn't start!
and i only realized it AFTER my dad changed the battery.
this is what i do best, make a fool out of myself.
if i tell him about this, he would have a great time rubbing it in for a few days.
>_<

I was this close to becoming a victim of scam today..
But thank God for instincts & a previous entry by Felicia @ Ahmoi Chantek on similar topic, I didn't make it to being in the statistics.

What actually made me realised it was a scam?
- the guy speak fluently. In Indonesian language.
- when I asked who he was & where he's from, he answered too quickly.
- he asked me to go to the nearest ATM to withdraw the prize money ASAP but I need to inform him beforehand.
- he said the money would be deposited into my account. RM19k just like that? Yeah, right.

If something sounds too good to be too true, better watch out.
Listen to what ur guts tell u coz most of the time they're right.

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speedy updates

i'm done with the 'major life changing event' thingy this morning & i'm feeling kinda good about it.
(REALLY REALLY hope my gut is right about this)
that means i am less tensed & snappy.
so u can come closer now.
i won't bite.
:)

on a different note,
the fasting month is just around the corner & i haven't started with the qada' yet!
must.start.next.week.
and another confession,
i haven't been to the gym too.
i know what i wrote before but this time, no more excuses.
i'll start again this monday.
i promise!
:)

and i can't wait for thursday to come!
why?
just wait & see.
;)

this is it

I am just gonna cut to the chase.
I have gained 4kg since the last time I stepped on the scale less than a month ago.
U read that right.
LESS than a month ago.
Serves me right for pigging out, slacking & skipping gym altogether while blaming hormones & PMS during that time.
THIS HAS TO STOP!
A major life changing event will be happening on the 22th & I don't want to screw it up.
So I'll have to start over from scratch & hopefully no more relapses after this.


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happy birthday, babe!

happy 27th birthday, za!

wish u all the happiness in the world!

i know u may not approve of this pic but that's exactly what i was aiming for.
just kidding!

for more wonderful years (with your loved one) & vacations (overseas hopefully next time) with the rest of the gang.

:)