She will be missed

When my brother passed away in January, I was hoping that I wouldn't have to go through anything similar again.
At least not in the near future.
But 5 months & a week later, my aunt had her final breath back in our village home.
I was stunned when I heard the news but I didn't cry.
Not until I saw her lifeless body.
She had been sick for a long time & as much as I'd like her to stay with us, deep down inside I believe that she's better off in another place.
Closer to God.
May her soul rest in peace.
Al Fatihah.

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Just my kind of misunderstanding ;)

At my nephew, Andika's majlis cukur jambul,
a few people there thought that I was the younger sister.
Fyi, my sister and I have a 10 year old gap between us.
She's 16 years old.
That means I'm 15?
Get out of town!
:D

Here are pics of us, u be the judge.
Maybe it's because she looks way mature beyond her age or I have found my fountain of youth, soaked myself silly in it thus reflected on my face and manner.
Or maybe because I'm just plain short.
:D
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What next?

I'm sure I was fully prepared for any questions or comments related to the dreaded topic: marriage but I definitely wasn't prepared for this.

Mum: First grandchild is a boy, then a girl, another girl and followed by two boys. Next would be a surprise cause we don't know which one ur sister is carrying. After that, who knows?

She looked at me as if waiting for me to say something. I knew exactly where the conversation was heading and there's no way I'm going there.

Me: After that would be a boy and a girl cause I'll be having twins. Would u like that?

Mum: I would like that very much.

I was actually being sarcastic but she looked pleased with the answer so I just left it at that.

As long as she's happy, I'm happy. :)

And AMIN to that cause I've always wanted twins, a boy and a girl.
;)

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my not so humble wishlist :D

(1) flora by gucci
just love the sophisticated yet subtle flowery fragrance

(2) silver mirrored aviator sunglasses
i may not fly a plane but anyone would look damn good in it

(3) black suede pump heels with animal printed lining
utterly orgasmic!

(4) black tote bag
one could never go out of style

(5) black with sequinned maillot
just because u don't swim, it doesn't mean u can't look good soaking in the sun next to the pool

(6) full body massage or facial - my tensed & tired muscle could really use some pampering

(7) a year subscription of CLEO / FEMALE / SHAPE magazine

(8) gym ball, elastic band or dumbells - so i won't have any excuse not to work out anymore

(9) hair makeover - sick & tired of how my tresses currently look, a little revamping would be appreciated

(10) return flight tickets to New York - i miss him so much! :(

It's a small world after all : the sequel

Remember the entry I once wrote about my high school crush?

Well, there's actually a sequel to that.
I attended my officemate's wedding today,

HE WAS THERE!

AND I WAS FREAKING OUT!

I was expecting him to be there because he is the bride's brother but I sure didn't expect to be all jittery.
Even after 14 years, he still has that effect on me.
He's a lot thinner & has that more matured look.
And he still smile as sweet as ever.
The smile that made me liked him in the first place.
I liked him so much that I asked a fellow senior to gave him a box of KFC nuggets & dodol.
Dodol?
Yes, for real.
Don't ask why.

So today, when I saw him again after all these years, I was suddenly brought back to high school & I automatically turned into that very shy girl again.
The shy girl who was speechless, who couldn't even smile let alone said HI.
So now, I'm beating myself up for being too caught up in nostalgia.
I'm going to be 27 this june for God's sake!
I should start making a move.

>_<

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Got this from an officemate who just got back from the holidays.
Measuring at almost 30cm, it must have been the longest & biggest pencil I've ever possessed.
Just look how puny Gingy looks besides it.
:)

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Wedding jitters

I woke up this morning with a knot in my tummy thinking about Juz & Aieffie getting married later at 2pm.
It's not even my big day but I'm feeling the anxiety too.
Must be nerve wrecking for the both of them especially the groom and less than 2 hours from now, they will officially be husband & wife.
I am so excited for them!
Wish I could be there to witness the solemnization ceremony.
(T_T)

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Early birthday present :)

I haven't been splurging myself for quite some time so when I noticed that my birthday is just a month away, I decided to buy myself an early present.
I am in dire need of a new handbag so it's only fair that I bought one for the occasion.
The handbag I'm currently using was given by Kak Tikah (mstikot) as my birthday present last year & I've been using it since.
I'm the type of person who uses something until it's damaged beyond repair and / or totally worn out.
Only then will I get a replacement.
Same thing applies for men.
;p

PS: Tonight's gonna be Juz's hen's party.
Should I use it tonight?
Hmmmm...

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Choki choki & katon lamak marek

Tiba-tiba rasa mok molah entry bahasa sarawak, kepak dh klaka english jak2.
Gikpun lelah mike nak molah ayat.
Padah jk nang malas nak o. :p
Kak maca entry fieza pasal hasrat atinya nak makan roti jagong gardenia termakbul, tergerak juak ati nak molah entry pasal choki choki.
Opismet merik tek alu rindok asa ati.
Kinek2 terimbau kenangan masa kecik dolok ngga iklan nya ada beruang koala belagu.
Kiut ada jak.

Dh alang2 mengimbau kenangan tek nak, ingat x tak org ngan katon gagak mok minum aek ya?
Pa tek nya haus, sia sinek jak ncarik aek tp x temu.
Last2 nemu jag berisik aek tp aek nya sikit gilak, x sampei paroh nya nk minum.
Alu nya ngisik batu kecik2 smpe aek ya nait, alu dpt la nya minum tek.
Jaik ati ngga gagak ya ko, nasib bait nya berakal o.

Cgek gk, katon kancil nak nyeberang sungei tp aek nya byk boyak.
Alu nya memanipulasi dak boyak ya sampei dpt juak nya nyeberang.
Sampei nektok mek ingat dialog nya.
"Satu, dua, tiga, lekuk. Jantan, betina, aku ketuk."
Nang ilek2 ajak nya mulak dak boyak ya.
Dak boyak ya ng dendam la ngan nya kakya.
Hehe..

And my feveret, cita kerak entingai.
Nya suk ngga cabik mirah menyin2 alu nya mok mkn wpun kwn nya dh mati2 melarang.

Kawan monyet: Jangan monyet, kita x boleh makan benda tu.
Monyet: Aku x kira, aku nak juga.

Gk asa ko nak juga, alu berasap telinga kepedasan. Haha..

Lamak dh katon ya tek x main di tv.
Rindu nak ngga balit ko.
:(

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Bus rides anyone?

Something caught my eye on my way to work today.
It was huge, red & read 'Hop On It' on it's back.
It was a Rapid Kuching bus.
And I was secretly cheering inside.
Why?
Coz it's about time our public transportation had a makeover!

I've been living in KL for a few years & because I didn't have my own ride, I relied entirely on public transportations.
I used them a whole lot that I memorised all the routes for both the KTM comuters & Putra LRTs.
But I love the bus rides more.
Coz back then, we could use the same ticket over n over again in the same day (don't know about that now) & for a student like me who loved going out & about, it's a major pocket money saver.
And another reason, I love sightseeing.
Sometimes I would hop on a bus for no reason but just because I feel like it.

Now that we have similar service here, I hope public transportation would be a breeze for all.
And I wouldn't mind leaving Miles at home once in a while & hop on a bus to a destination I've yet to decide on.
:)

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